Jason (nothingspecial) wrote,
Jason
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I will bring you down...

I don't regret.

~Why?~

Because I initially never cared? ...

In some cases, yes.

In most, no, it's just because it's pointless to feel bad about feeling bad. It's a lose-lose situation, and it's also a situation that I don't care to be part of.

That's what makes me who I am.

I guess that's just what I believe.

If you like it, okay, if you don't, even better. It will give you something to cry about, but I no longer am gonna sit through, participate, or keep fueling your whinning. And if I start it, you have to realize that I don't care, so why should you...

This is to no one in particular, so don't think I'm targeting you with my little speech.

"You're so understanding but so far from the truth..."

I could have said that to myself a million times before, but I really don't wanna look back at times I was wrong. So what? I was. Now I've grown, or I haven't. So I'll make the same mistake again, it didn't kill me the first time, and I'll take my chances with it now.

How can you say that your heart feels these ways,
When you can't give me one reason I should feel the same?
I think we both know, were this is gonna go,
Around in a circle I gotta stop it right here.

I don't feel the same, so drop it,
This is such a pain, get off it,
You're making yourself feel worse,
For nothing but words you rehearsed,
So,
Drop the act,
You're not gonna accomplish those things that you thought.
I won't feel bad,
For standing in a they way of your plans,
I'm only standing where I plan to be in life.

No grief from you could make me feel remorse,
For feeling what I do, but, you of course,
You thought I should feel these ways that I don't,
Will I change for you? Hell no I won't...
So don't expect the unexpected,
I'll be less than where you left it last.

Comment on this, I'm not asking I'm telling, because I'm a jerk like that. But I hope you comment anyhow. Even though I'm a jerk.
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have you taken leave of your senses?
Taken leave of my senses? I don't really think so, not like I had much sense to leave anyhow. I pretty much just came to my senses, so it's not about being more or less apathetic, it's about finding my ground in all this sh*t that happens.
Actually disagreeing with Jen i think it shows a lot of learning on your part, and that you have a more level head on what to dwell on and what not to. Thats good Jason thats what you need, just live life with no regrets (or hardly any) and it will be better. Because sometimes you seem to live your life for others, to please others and it sounds like you finally are living your life for who you should have been all along... you. Good Job Jason daddies proud ( i don't know i just felt the need to say that after good job) Way to go tiger : )
Jess
Call me! OOOO and you went on Mr. Toads Wild Ride and thought of me aww how cute, thanks : )
Oh and was that song/poem about that one chick that uh took giving blow jobs to lets have a relationship right away because i love you (an overstatement but you get it) it sounds like it would be, thats funny if it is. What a dumb broad. : )
Yeah, that song was about her. She called me up drunk the other night and was all crying about whatever she felt for me, and at that point I realized that I just don't care about half the crap that I'm supposed to put up with from people. So why should I? Yeah, I guess that's my point.

Oh yeah, I got you a Mr. Toad pin... did I already get you one? I dunno... well anyhow, if not let me know and I'll give it to you.
OOO no you didn't that is so neat... i don't know when i'll get it from you buts thats cool... seriously that girl really does sound like a dumb broad. Common once you give the blow job do you really think they want anything more? No, what a dumbass. HaHa anyway well ill talk to you later.
Jess

Anonymous

May 30 2003, 12:33:44 UTC 13 years ago

FUCK YOU

Anonymous

May 30 2003, 16:00:57 UTC 13 years ago

who are you?
How come you hung up so fast after you called me. I was going to actually talk to you. But then you decided to go...? Anyway well i hope your better than you were today. I really wanted to talk to you about it. So call me when you can.
Jess
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