Jason (nothingspecial) wrote,
Jason
nothingspecial

Can't step in my way...

Been sick lately, it kinda sucks, but it's not nearly as bad as last time. Plus, I'm going to Disneyland on Tuesday. WooHoo!

So life's been weird, this grrl I hooked up with a few times while I was all messed up wanted to go out with me. I really didn't want to go out with her because we have nothing to base the realtionship on, I mean, she liked me because I played guitar and have been in a band. Wow, I just fit the profile of 50 percent of kids my age. She doesn't even know me at all. She just thinks that I'm "funny and cool", I don't understand how someone who's hung out with me only a few times could say they want something with me. Hell, I could barely understand why someone who hangs out with me all the time would want something with me. So I had to tell her that I didn't feel the same, and so on... I felt bad. She said it was okay and went off to cry. Great. Now I feel like a jerk for feeling the way I do.

Also, there's this grrl who I kinda like, but is in that same social circle with the other chick who likes me. So now because of her I can't even flirt with the grrl I like! Argh! It makes me so mad that the way she feels ruins how I want to be.
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